I wonder WTF is going on with my body… My head start hurting so much for no reason and I have this horrible chest pain sometimes and sometimes I feel like I can’t breath and gasp for air. Hopefully this will go away… soon. =|

 I miss painting.  

I would like to sell my paintings. I don’t know where to start. =T

I don’t understand I do something because well, I felt like doing it and I felt like I needed to relax. Yet, you do it more then I do even though you are trying to quit and i do it and i become the bad person. I understand that is bad for you and i shouldn’t be doing it but… WTF… smh… I don’t understand….

I need to remind myself this each and every day when i feel like im expecting something.